One thing I know for sure is... I need to stop trying to get God to bring me a "you" that's based upon these love songs. I need to trust that God has you amazingly designed to fit in life with me. I need to trust that God has made a man after His own heart that isn't confined by any song or any feeling.
Oh 2017... Where do I even start in my recap of you? 2017 to me was supposed to be my year of Transformation. I was tired at how I was living my life and how my thought life was constantly pointing South. I knew my lifestyle was contrary to what God commands us Christians to live like, so I was determined to change. I needed to. 2016 was a dark year for me in many ways and I wanted to get back to where I was at before.
I was just thinking about you today while taking a walk during my lunch break at work. It was a nice, relaxing walk, especially as thoughts of you filled my mind. I was thinking about our future together and all that God was going to do in and through our lives together... *sigh* And then fear struck.